I am stuck in a feedback loop

Past events keep churning in my mind.

I have done many varied things in my life.

Some things were enjoyable. I once spent a couple of years working and travelling around Europe before serving in the military.

Some things were unenjoyable. I was broke and drug-addled in Europe before being imprisoned on a warship.

I revisit those times daily. I am stuck there. We are all stuck in our there. Sometimes it is torturous. Sometimes it is tolerable – even enjoyable.

I am hoping for indifference.

No doubt the feeling will come when I am not looking.

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